February 24, 2012

  • Everything is Great

    About a week ago, I purchased a Kindle on Amazon; the 79 dollar one (hey...I don't read that much so give me a break). It's actually a good investment, I think, because the books are decently cheaper than buying in store, and it can be accessed in just a couple seconds. The book that I started reading is called "A Walk to Remember." Yup...there was a popular movie that was based on it that women melt over.

    It's one of those romance movies that women love. Not surprisingly enough, I got motivation to read the book after my girlfriend watched the movie for the first time. I gotta say...it hit some spots; I probably cried more than my girlfriend did. Granted, she's probably watched the movie over three times and memorize where all of the juicy important content was in the movie. There were a couple scenes where I could tell what was about to be said, but yet I still cried.

    After that movie, I came to the conclusion that I am a very emotional person. I've probably cried more with my girlfriend than I've cried while I was depressed and contemplated suicide. No, I haven't always cried for good reasons but my girlfriend and I are still together, and I still hope and pray that we will always remain together.

    Now...my second to last post was during November, so I won't get into much detail about all the events that have happened...otherwise, I wouldn't get much sleep because I got work at 8 in the morning.

    Basically, the fact that my girlfriend and I are still together means that we've celebrated Christmas together, New Years, and even Valentine's Day. This is going to sound...I forgot what you call it...but being with her on those days is the greatest gift that I could've ever received. This Christmas, I got gifts that I've wanted; however, I now had a girlfriend that I feel very confident about. When New Years 2011 came around, I never would've imagined that I'd be celebrating next year's new year's with a woman that I love. It's mind boggling how things can change so quickly without you even realizing. Not everything in my life has changed for the good (for example...I've lost a lot of my muscle mass and look much more fat than I used to), but I believe that my life is on the right path. I can change my diet and weight, but now I have the motivation to better my life. Maybe sometime soon I'll get more into depth about everything, but I just want to emphasize before I go to bed that...these past several months have been, overall, great. I'm very fortunate.